петък, 25 февруари 2011 г.

I don't know if someone will ever read that, but I'll post it anyway.


~~~
She fell.
A murder of her own virtue
for it was crippled indeed
as her thoughts dwell on the unfortunate,
as her smile easily deceived
that the beauty, rich and purpose
she did not see as creed,
neither coveted, nor wished for,
though, she always did.


She prays:
in her chamber of loneliness
while she’s part of the throng.
She’s been silent ‘cause her wistfulness
has cut off her tongue.
Her hands are now tied with a chord,
and cannot hold his;
How awful an inner discord
could be to the longed for bliss.


She creeps
through the endless labyrinth,
resembling the insane
catching a glimpse of its exit unlit,
rising and rushing to grasp it, in vain,
keeps cutting that chord,
and cutting, and carving while trying to cut,
her hand now reminding of scarlet, uncut
she be in Eden.
Her eyes are now shut.

четвъртък, 3 февруари 2011 г.












понеделник, 13 декември 2010 г.

Don't cripple my chance of seeing my own ignorance. It might fully fit into my narrow perspective but despondent I plead not to forget about it.
People say that ignorance is bliss. I refute for it is equal to anguish and distress to me. Ignorance of ignorance is the real blessing since it is only then when one does not realize his own incompetence. And only when you cannot completely understand how others perceive you, what life is all about, all the injustices and aches, what you ought and want to be - only then you could be blessed with ignorance. Otherwise you're just ignorant.

понеделник, 29 ноември 2010 г.

Filth

Filth.

Neither drizzle that moistens the grass,
Nor rain that wets the ground,
Can cleanse; that lechery will last
Until the cure is found.

Neither sun that brings the light;
Nor rays that light one’s eyes
Can purify and kill the spite;
Since mind has brought the cries.

To extinguish evil, unforgiving,
means to slay one’s breath;
For as long as human’s living,
his heart is longing someone’s death.

събота, 27 ноември 2010 г.

A darting fear — a pomp — a tear —
a waking on a morn
to find that what one waked for,
inhales the different dawn.
Emily Dickinson

петък, 26 ноември 2010 г.

Radiohead - Creep [movie:Happily ever after]





When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run... run...

Whatever makes you happy...
Whatever you want...
You're so fuckin' special-
I wish I was special..

..But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...